it is what is
another day
another emotinal scar
to add to my rather large collection
it is what it is
keep your sympathy
It's probably fake anyway
"there are other fish in the sea " you might say
or "you will find someone "
how the fuck do you know .....
are you psychic ?
have a desperate cousin or somethin?
"that was harsh "
it is what it is
"you shouldn't lash out like this ...it isn't healthy "
neither is love
"don't say such things "
and why shouldn't I say how I feel ?
"your scaring me !"
good
"what made you so heartless?"
she did
"who is she ?"
she is gone
"that wasn' enigmatic at all "
it is what it is
my heart is a hole ....
a
bloody
ragged
hole
the missing piece has to be around here somewhere
where did it go ?
WHERE THE FUCK DID I PUT IT !
the sea calms after the storm
followed by a smothering quiet
a vast sense of empyiness
lonelyness
clinging to my battered life raft
borne from pleasant memories
it keeps me a float
but its no boat
bindings break
no wind
no sails
alone , no chance of rescue
save me
from the wasteland that is my mind
before my sanity breaks
she really screwed me up
no amount of alcohol
no ganja nor crip
needles or straw
can heal the way i feel
stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be EMO!
little high school punks
whinin 'cause mommy and daddy are harsh
what do you little bastards know of sorrow !
I wonder what my heart would look like right about now ?
shriveled ? most likely
dry ? most definitely
but its still there
struggling to beat
maybe I will move on
maybe
I suppose it is what it is
a
bloody
ragged
hole
excellent.
those words are simple but very expressive.
i do feel for you though, and i'm sorry it happened.